Thursday, April 8, 2010

Wtf should I do?

What do you do when you are falling deeply for a guy who doesn't want a relationship? A guy who says he can't give or be everything you want/need/and deserve at the moment because his sh*t isn't quite together the way he'd want it to be. When and if he makes you his, he wants to come correct. Do you wait for him or move on?

Is the guy even being honest or is he straight up bullsh*tting you? Is he really taking your feelings and needs into consideration or is he letting you down easily?

Or is it the girl with the problem? Knowing this girl, it somewhat is. She never told the guy what she wanted from him or where she wanted them to go, she sort of caught feelings and got caught up a long the way, which is why she's in the predicament she is in now.

She made a decision the other day. She told the guy she would wait for him. Sounded and felt right that night. The next morning however she thought "wtf am I doing, this isn't me! I don't sweat no n*gga! either he wants to be with me or not." ... Then she sees his handsome face and hears his voice and she's thinks once more that he may very well be worth it, that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. She told him once that she didn't like how her feelings for him were blossoming, and that she was ready to run and try to move on. He said that he'd run after her and for her to please not cut him off. There was a time when they stopped speaking because of an incident that had transpired between him and his ex, the girl's heart was broken. She avoided him for a while, he told her friend to send her a message saying that not having her there put things in prospective. He didn't realzize how meangingful she had become to him. He wanted her in his life.

Yet, he doesn't want to make her his. What's his angle? She feels unwanted, insecure, and confused.

It scares the fu*k out of her that sh*t could go haywire at any given moment. She likes certainty and control. It's her comfort zone.

But for once, just this once she wants to go after what her heart desires. His love. She wants him, all of him, real bad, but she's a punk. Her pride will be the end of her. It's too strong, she's scared sh*tless.

But the saying goes, it's better to have loved and lost than to not have loved at all.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

50 followers Marcus?

Damn! Doing big things baby! LOL! I'm proud of you =)

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Lovely tune

Trey Songz - "Yo Side of the Bed"

Monday, March 8, 2010

On to the next one

Solange - "Under Construction"

I broke up with my boyfriend today. I'm disgusted with myself because I feel so relieved. He was a really good guy, but I've been doing some thinking, and realized that I didn't deserve him or what he had to offer. I wasn't ready. Settling down was in his near future, it's in my far future. We weren't on the same page, I knew that from the get-go, but I was too selfish to let him go. As of late, I had begun to resent him. I thought of him as a distraction and nuisance that was holding me back, and all the man ever wanted was my time.

I don't think I'll ever settle down, it's not for me.
But, that's okay.

Monday, March 1, 2010

I cannot wait to see

this. I am obsessed with his art.

Monday, February 15, 2010

The 12 types of females out there

12) Ms. Gold-Digger


a. You have someone to manage your money.
b. She always looks good.
c. She makes other men jealous.
d. She makes you look good.


a. When you become broke she'll be gone, and take what you have left.
b. She makes sure she has a child by you, to sue you for child support.
c. If one of your friends come up, she'll be on his arm the next day.

11) Ms. Freak-A-Leak (side chick)


a. She knows all the right positions.
b. She'll try everything more than once.
c. You're never unsatisfied.
d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do.
e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.


b. She starts to act like she's your "main".
c. She fu*ks with your homey, and acts like your in the wrong for calling her a h*e.
d. Eventually her sh*t gets old, and you need a replacement.

10. Ms. Independent


a. You don't have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.
b. She's intelligent, sassy, confident and determined.
c. She's great for business conversation.
d. She keeps it real and has goals.
e. She knows how to please a man.


a. She will continuously let you know, that she can handle it on her own.
b. She will eventually say fu*k you and get a dildo.
c. She will consider you another one of her play toys, or goals.

9. Ms. Dime


a. She's top of the line.
b. She stays looking like a fantasy.
c. She has the body of a goddess with the face to match.
d. She considers herself a "model."
e. Gets you hard whenever you see her.
f. All the girls envy her, but she doesn't care.


a. She's superficial. She cares only about her looks.
b. She honestly lacks confidence and will annoy you about the way she looks.
c. She's probably dumb as hell, and if she's not her personality is dry.
d. You have to constantly keep your game up because every guy is gonna try to get at her.

8. Ms. Tomboy


a. She's cool and laid back.
b. She'll be willing to play rough with you.
c. Of course, she loves sports.
d. Her body is athletically divine.
e. She's easy to talk to and fun to be around.
f. She's a diamond in the rough.


a. She'll remind you too much of your homey.
b. She might not want to change her appearance.
c. She might actually beat you in basketball, football and track.

7. Ms. Ghetto


a. She's not afraid of any other female or male. She will fight to keep you.
b. She's down for you. She'll be there to bail you out of jail.
c. She's always stays fresh.
d. She can cook up a storm.
e. She keeps it real and keeps you satisfied.
f. She can make the best out of a bad situation.


a. She doesn't know how to act in public.
b. Your mama can't stand her.
c. You get into it with her every other second.
d. She's willing to fight another girl looking at you or her PERIOD.
e. Her weave colors are distracting and her vocabulary is minimal.

6. Ms. Good Girl


a. She's always there for you.
b. She's intelligent, classy, kind, sweet, and cool.
c. Your mother loves her. You can see yourself falling in love with her.
e. You are her first everything.
f. She makes you feel like a man.


a. She's an A or B situation either:
A. You're not gonna get any until ya'll are married or
B. She said she's never done ... she said she's never tried ... she's actually sitting there telling a motherfu*king lie.

5. Ms. Main


a. She is the one you respect.
b. She probably knows about the other girls, but might not care.
c. She has all the qualities you want in a female.
d. You've been with her forever.


a. She starts getting very suspicious and calls you every moment.
b. She will devise a plan to catch you in the act, and then kick your ass.

4. Ms. Psycho


a. She's fun and spontaneous.
b. She's down to earth.
c. She loves you unconditionally.
d. Everything about her is too good to be true, so everyone loves her.
e. She makes you feel loved.


a. Don't you break up with her. She will stalk your ass.
b. She keeps pictures of you everywhere, and knows everything about you.
c. She can manipulate the hell out of you.
d. She will consider herself "wifey" even if she may just be that chick on the side.
e. Fu*king with her can make your life a living hell.

3. Ms. I Have A Man


a. She may have a man, but she'll mess with you anyway.
b. She looks good.
c. You have an intense nights of passion with her.


a. She'll always come crying to you about problems with her man.
b. She'll get you caught up, and then leave you anyway for her man.
c. If you piss her off she'll get her man to come beat your ass.
d. She'll unofficially make you her man once she gets pissed off at her real man.

2. Ms. Tease


a. She's tempting and a nice piece of eye candy.
b. She's intelligent, athletic, respectable and SEXY.
c. She knows how to turn you on without even touching you.
d. Everything she does is just so sensual.
e. She can bring you to that point, and make you wait to get it.
f. Every time you see her you catch a mini orgasm.
g. Every guy and maybe even women, want her because she's so mysterious.


a. NO matter what you think or do you will never get it.
b. She probably has a long distance boyfriend somewhere that you will never know about.
c. She gets you hard and leaves you like that, unbearable.


a. She is not sexy, fine, or a dime, she is BEAUTIFUL, and therefore encompasses all of these descriptions.
b. She is intelligent, sassy, funny, outgoing, determined, strong and classy.
c. She can cook or at least order a meal that is just like your mother's.
d. Her personality is just as beautiful as her body.
e. She believes in God and follows his virtues.
f. She knows that a relationship requires a 100% quota yet she gives her man an extra 10%.
g. She can please her man in anyway. Mentally, spiritually, and sexually.
h. She makes you recognize your full potential as a man and completes you.
i. She's always there for you, no matter what.
j. She's not afraid to tell you the truth and set you straight.
k. You can talk to her and confide in her, she's your best friend.
l. You love being around her more than your boys.
m. You can share your most intimate moments with her without sex.
n. You can have a bad argument with her, and have the BEST passionate mind blowing sex ever!
o. She's always willing to find a way to work out your problems, and will often take put up with your sh*t. But, she's also intelligent enough to leave.
p. She's nothing like any other girl you've met. She's your woman.



Drake says "yeah" a whole hell of a lot in his songs

Am I the only one who noticed?