Solange - "Under Construction"
I broke up with my boyfriend today. I'm disgusted with myself because I feel so relieved. He was a really good guy, but I've been doing some thinking, and realized that I didn't deserve him or what he had to offer. I wasn't ready. Settling down was in his near future, it's in my far future. We weren't on the same page, I knew that from the get-go, but I was too selfish to let him go. As of late, I had begun to resent him. I thought of him as a distraction and nuisance that was holding me back, and all the man ever wanted was my time.
I don't think I'll ever settle down, it's not for me.
But, that's okay.